Tuesday, October 28

Aina Sofea

Happy Belated Birthday my dear friend, Aina!
May Allah bless you always.
I wish that you will be happy for the rest of your life /It's no use thinking about your problems, just smile and say, "Plot twist!" hahaha/

Okay I was supposed to publish this yesterday, because her birthday, of course. But I didn't get a hold of the laptop, and the internet connection was so blergh yesterday. Never mind that.

Hmm how did we become friends, eh?

Looking back to the past, both of us had known each other since primary school. We were classmates, but I'd never talk to her, like, never. I'd been this kind of quiet and unsociable kid who sat at the back of the class, played around with my circle of friends, and Aina was the type of innocent bright student who sat in front and took notes and focused at the teachers.

I didn't realize how we got this close. I mean, now I know her habits, and her likes and dislikes, and her types, and so on, although we're started to be, like, 'real friends with a lot of talking' last year.

We got into fight a lot. Girls fight, I mean. Mostly about biases /I know you guys are making faces like wat/ But that's what make us closer than before. I know her too well, and I like to treat her like my sister. 

Ha wait did I just wrote all these? Cause I couldn't believe myself writing a cheesy dedication(?) for my friend. HA okay I better go now. 


Wednesday, October 22

"Pentaksiran Tingkatan 3"


HAHAHA okay I feel so relieve that my big exam this year has just ended. Peacefully. Well not really peaceful and I shouldn't feel relieve yet because the questions was so damn hard and high-order-thinking-skills especially Science.

But as my mom said, the past is in the past, no need to look back now. So I just let them go. 

During the exam -wait no the principal said no more exam. It's assessment. Though I saw it as harassment for the kids. It's my brain don't question it- we were, like, being forced to squeeze our brain till the very last knowledge to come out. I totally screwed on Science and Mathematics. Both important subjects if I were to study in the science stream. And I've already got my eyes on science classes only. 

So that we finally finish our assessment, now we've got nothing to do. Totally.
The teachers are so busy checking our marks -as the system now change, the teachers teaching us would be the one who check our papers- with those shockingly superstrict marking scheme. I don't know what the fate of our future would be like. It seems dim and hazy and we're depending on the teachers' -and the government's- mercy right now.

Now I'm counting for days to get the result. I beg you, please, pray for my best.