When all of us got separated, I didn't feel sad, because I still can depend on you.
When you said you wanted to further your study in Arabic stream, I was worried, but still can smile. Because you were still with me.
When you told us you have news to tell, I got an odd feeling, but I just brushed it off.
When you were absent from school because you had netball match, I wasn't so sad. Because I knew you will be back.
But then,
when I received that message, my heart skipped a beat. I had predict this earlier, but I just can't accept it.
when I knew we've got no time left, I wished I could stop the time.
when I realised that, nothing last forever, I could hear somewhere in me cracked.
Lol I'm being cheesy.
Hm *termenung kejap*
So, lepas ni....
takde dah orang yang aku nak bebel dalam kelas
....yang selalu jadi geng tak siap kerja rumah
....yang suka guna perkataan 'maki'
....yang selalu tanya aku soalan merapu, tapi deep
....yang selalu buat 'muka' bila kena 'maki'
....yang selalu ajak aku karok kat whatsapp
....yang selalu 'mengidam' ais kepal
....yang gelak dengan aku sebab lawak-lawak bebudak laki yang kuat mengarut
Lepas ni, dah takde dah satu-satunya kawan, sahabat, rakan, kakak, adik, bro, yang paling awesome, paling sengal, paling lawak, paling gila macam kau.
Damn. Rasa kehilangan gila, kau tau. Aku hilang kau, lagi teruk daripada aku hilang 'dia'.
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Apa-apa pun, I'm not going to say goodbye. Because this is not the end. We still got some 'mission' to accomplish in our future, right?
Just be happy there. Show to them that even lazy-ass like you, like me could also success. You got us on your back. You got Shasha (and Ustaz Agus) on you sides. So be what you want to be.
And InsyaAllah, aku akan sambung apa yang kau tinggalkan kat aku.
So don't hold back, keep moving forward.
Okay, Halimah?
